http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/en-EUMokoFeed10http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/14/0a58829e6275e5430cb959696221d2_160x200.jpghttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/21/before-i-go-to-me-kip-7423766/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-21:/2009/11/21/before-i-go-to-me-kip-7423766/Sat, 21 Nov 2009 02:49:17 +0100 <p>...Thought i would enlighten yo all to my evening, i had a shower water was freezing as i forgot to trn it on, watched consipation street....boring, then car crash i'm a celebrity. Ok i'll admit to being a fan of this particular show, i love challenges and camping in the middle of nowhere so it appeals to me, plus i get to laugh out loud at Katie/Jordan and that Kim comes away with stuff that has me rolling. George is a bit of a funny charachter too. Made a stirfry, kitchen now stinking of garlic. Watched Bronson, lets just say i did'nt pause it when i needed the loo or had a sudden urge for muchies. Infact i even got the waxing pot out to tidy up the catipillars.<br> So need to sort the cupboard up the stairs out, my boiler is being maintenaced next week....ff's even i cant get that kind of serive these days.<br> My mate is off to Hog Kong tomorrow, she's got an overnight stay in Amsterdam for the connection...lucky person that she is. Have arranged to meet up with her brother next week, she still does'nt know him and i are texting each other and arranging a weekend away.<br> Oh yeah and the main light in the living room went then the lamp and finally the lights in my fire, why do light bulbs go at the same time?<br> Also decided that tonight, unlike last night i will sleep in my bed and not on the sofa, necks still sore from this morning.<br> Ok i think thats enough of my rambling, night peeps </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/21/before-i-go-to-me-kip-7423766/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/21/before-i-go-to-me-kip-7423766/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/got-asked-7421737/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/got-asked-7421737/Fri, 20 Nov 2009 18:48:40 +0100 <p>...What my profile pic was of, my PM is playing up as i expect everyone elses is, so here's the story.</p> <p>It's of a sanshoe, the other one got bounced off Pete Dochertys head 2 years ago at a gig. I did'nt throw it, they were slip ons and being erm totally wired to the moon it fell off. BTW i blame snifer dogs and heavy police presence outside the venue for me getting so wasted to quickly, if they had'nt been there then i could have spaced my erm narcotic misuse out over the course of the night instead of taking it all at once. Anyhows, shoe fell off, i was jumping up and down at the time in the mosh pit, some random picked it up and bounced it of Dohertys napper. I never got my shoe back and i walked through the streets of glasgow with one shoe on in the middle of december, have to say though the guy who tossed it gave me his babyshambles t-shirt to wrap round my foot so it wouldnt get to sore. Stil have the odd shoe and tee <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/got-asked-7421737/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/got-asked-7421737/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/on-a-positive-note-7421694/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/on-a-positive-note-7421694/Fri, 20 Nov 2009 18:39:58 +0100 <p>Mummsie phoned me today to ask what i want for my chritmas, i asked her to get me the Micheal Jackson CD or Frankie Goes To Hollywood compilation disc thats just been rereleased, she then said what else....i'm not a greedy person, i have everything i need. Years and years ago my mum bought me a Fenjal bath set, it's lovely, so asked if she would get me some of that too. I'm so looking forward to CB going to her dads on boxing day so ican have a fenjal fuelled bath whilst listening to some tunes, think i will treat myself to a few scented candles from the local aromatherapy shop, there made with oil and do give out a fragrance when lite............on a xxx sleeps to christmas now <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/on-a-positive-note-7421694/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/on-a-positive-note-7421694/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/in-the-pits-of-despair-7421189/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/in-the-pits-of-despair-7421189/Fri, 20 Nov 2009 17:05:05 +0100 <p>My head has been rolling most of the week, i had text CB's dad on wednesday as the tenner i get every fortnight from him through the csa was'nt in my account, he's started wor but forgot to say anything to me. A few hours later i get a phone call from him asking if i'd phoned the c.s.a telling them he had started work, i had'nt but i still took all sorts of verbal and him telling me he does'nt want the c.s.a to have any of his bank details. At the end of the day it makes no odds to me, if i get proper mainteance from him then the social security will detuct it from my benefits anyway. The the c.s.a phone asking how i wanted it dealt with, explained to him that it made no odds to me but i did ask him who informed him of fuck faces new employment....it was fuck face that phoned him. Did however manage to find out how much he stil owed me from years ago when he fell off the face of CB's world. 659 quid so i have told the c.s.a that i want that retrieved as it's money from years ago so it won't effect my current circumstance.<br> So then last night a friend comes over, i really have enough worrys of my own just now and i am already helping another friend alot so i can't take anything else on. I felt really crap, she's ging through so much with her son refusing to go to school, social workers appearing at her door, her hubby back doing porridge for breaking bail conditions. To be honest there's not alot i can/could do anyway, i'm more a practical person but i will listen to her and be a shoulder for her.<br> Then this morning, phone call from fuckface saying that i told the c.s.a to take maintenance from his account, explained to him in simplified terms what i had told the c.s.a. Now i know fuckface to well, if the c.s.a go into his account he'll close the account down, if they go through his employer then he will simply give up work. The csa dude phones again, told him that by getting his wording wrong i am getting verbal. My head is bursting.</p> <p>Infact it's even more mangled since i just popped into the living room there and CB is listening to Alexandra whats her coupen from that car crash t.v show x manufactured fixed factor. I am sorry whoever allowed her to record Hallelujah should be took out into the woods and shot in the back of the head...Jeff Buckley must be raging.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/in-the-pits-of-despair-7421189/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/in-the-pits-of-despair-7421189/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/what-do-you-think-7417415/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/what-do-you-think-7417415/Fri, 20 Nov 2009 02:35:05 +0100 <p>I was going to pose this question on a friends group that she has started up but as i'm not in the group did'nt want to start a snoball effect.</p> <p>One of my frineds cameover earlier because she was upset about something that happened to her, with CB in bed we decided a glass or 2 of wine was in order. The conversation about her problems lasted for , well, ages. Eventualy we got onto the subject of religion, now as everyone knows i am in no way religious but respect other peoples religion. Now here's the thing that i would like to throw out to you all....If you believe in God then surely you have to believe in the devil? If you believe in heaven then there must be a hell?</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/what-do-you-think-7417415/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/what-do-you-think-7417415/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/stupid-woman-7406555/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-18:/2009/11/18/stupid-woman-7406555/Wed, 18 Nov 2009 12:13:20 +0100 <p>Not me for a change, got a phone cal to go get CB from school as she was sick. Was good timing as i was just walking past the school at the time going to asda, went in and told her before going home to the warmth of a blanket and the couch i had to pop up and get a few essentials in. Coming back down she stopped and held onto me with an ice cold hand, there was a woman walking through the tunnel with a rottweiler. I asked politly if she would put it on the leash as my daughter was feart of it, was told not to be so daft it was a friendl thing. Now reverse a few years to when my mum and CB were walking up to a shop near my mums and a rootie tried to take my mums face off (CB was about 5 at the time) it also took the ice cream CB had in her hand of her nipping her as it did so, My mum got into the shop and several people had been traped int he shop for over an hour waiting on the dog warden to come to there rescue. So again very nicely i told her to get the dog on the leash my daughter is petrified and i don't care if its a softy. Stil she did'nt put the lead on she just walked past us drawing me dirty looks. Now i dont know if i'm wrong here, under the dangerous dogs act rotties should be on a leash when out and also muzzled. </p> <p>CB is in the local rag today, a picture of her getting her award, wil try and see if it's on there website and bore you all to death with the article </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/stupid-woman-7406555/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/stupid-woman-7406555/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/wish-she-would-make-her-mind-up-7400008/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-17:/2009/11/17/wish-she-would-make-her-mind-up-7400008/Tue, 17 Nov 2009 14:58:32 +0100 <p>So glad i have'nt started my christmas shopping for CB, we were up at asda yesterday and they had touch screen phones for 50 quid, sold out today, she seen an ipod 105, i'm not going to get her an ipod, she has a 200 limit and and i'm not spending half of it on an ipod, i don't really want to get her a phone either as the last 2 are lost. When did 9 year olds get so old? I'm trying to steer her into board games that we can play together in the dark nights and during weekends holidays etc when she's complaining of being bored. </p> <p>Now thing is, Dad gets her stuff from him never from santa, so over the years i have got her a wee thing from me and a pile of prezzies from the red man. Now she's older and dithering over if he's real or is it really me who gets up in the midle of the night and creep about the house drinking milk and mince pies then popping outside to bin carrots. This year she's been coming away with it's not really fair that dad buys her loads and i only get her a wee thing..i could honestly swing for him at times. </p> <p>I'm not backing down, i wil spend 20 on her and the rest santa will bring, i can in theory afford to get her a phone but i'm adiment i'm not doing it, i want to have a nice day, it's just her and i and i want a nice table set out with nice food and decorations.</p> <p>So if i did bow down and buy her ipods phones and goodness knows what else she will come up with in the next 5 weeks what the heck do you get them next year? She has a t.v dvd plaer digi box and hi-fi in her room. Most of her friends have this and more in there's , my mate bought her 8 year old a laptop last year...we take turns on the laptop at home. </p> <p>I know kids want what there friends have, i remember being young and wanting what the girl down the road had, saying that both her parents were lawyers, my mum stayed at home and brought us up my dad a porter in a hospital and there are 4 of us but we had a good day, did'nt get through the year the way kids do now.</p> <p>I feel like, although i never ever would, telling her the truth when she hums and haws over the reality of the man in the red suit. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/wish-she-would-make-her-mind-up-7400008/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/wish-she-would-make-her-mind-up-7400008/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/cheese-cake-7398489/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-17:/2009/11/17/cheese-cake-7398489/Tue, 17 Nov 2009 12:27:32 +0100 <p>Before yo all start licking your lips , i am going to turn you off cheese cake for life. Went to the family cooking thing last night..oh should say a few things here, i take CB to this class as she wanted to go plus it meant we were doing something together in an enviroment that means we can't moan at each other, i'm a chef by trade so my cooking skills are good though it was fine dining i trained in so unless you want a saucerful of dinner on an overly large plate when you visit stick with the big pot of chilli thats on the table....So last night was cheese cake, one of my favorite desserts, walked in to see a tub of asda's own soft cheese and 3 mars bars. No cream no lemons no vannila pod. WTF thats not cheesecake thats a mess, the only good thing was the mars bar i stuffed in my pocket for laters. Can honestly say i have spent all night in the toilet reading trainspotting and spraying airfreshner to the point little leprachauns were reading the book with me.<br> Finally got to sleep about 5 and had the nastiest dream ever, i woke myself up shouting and crying and had to run in and check CB was alright. I am blaming the little bit of cheesecake i had for the whole experience, i had a tiny bit after dinner and within 5 mins i thought i was having contractions.<br> Next week is the last of this cookery class thing and i will not put anything made in my mouth, i honestly thought walking down last night i was onto a winer as CB hates cheesecake..more for me i thought, even the birds wont eat the bloody thing. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/cheese-cake-7398489/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/cheese-cake-7398489/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/16/no-title-7384645/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-16:/2009/11/16/no-title-7384645/Mon, 16 Nov 2009 12:54:34 +0100 <p>The past few days don't deserve a title, unless you want a rundown of all the t.v i've watched all weekend then i have done nothing seen nothing and spoke of nothing. Highlight of the weekend was when the washing machine stopped and i had to hang the stuff over the clothes thingy. Inservice day today so did'nt even have to get up for that, good job really as i fell asleep on the couch watching Austin Powers last night and woke up this morning to CB watching cbbc. Infact i wanted to be isolated this weekend so i turned my phone off, closed the blinds so anyone wanting to communicate would have thought i was out. So there that was my boring chilled out recluse weekend. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/16/no-title-7384645/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/16/no-title-7384645/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/i-know-i-can-be-nasty-vindictive-even-7368006/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-13:/2009/11/13/i-know-i-can-be-nasty-vindictive-even-7368006/Fri, 13 Nov 2009 18:24:41 +0100 <p>I don't know if i'm in the right or wrong here and frankly my dear i don't give a fuck. CB's dad phoned earlier he was supposed to be picking her up at 4.30, he phoned me to tell me he would be late, i reminded him that he still has to take her next weekend as this is'nt his weekend (his decision not mine) he told me no he wsa only taking her this weekend to do her a favour. A favour for what i asked, apparently (according to him) last night i done nothing but moan at her..if i remember rightly last night she got a fab report from her teachers so i got her a wee treat from the shop, not much just a bar of chocolate but a treat all the same. I sang her praises to anyone who looked at the text msg i sent to family and even let her watch a dvd i have been saying no to for months.<br> She came in just as i had hung up the phone, i asked her about it and she said no she had'nt said that, it was her dad that asked if she wanted to come through this weekend. So just now she's snibed until i find out which one is telling me porkys.<br> What i'm bealing about is the fact he's doing her a favour, he's her dad he should want to see her out of love. I'm fed up with his lies, this past year has been a nightmare with him to the point i was ready to leave my little nest and run away to somewhere he would never find us. Last month he gave her a newspaper to read, well an article in a newspaper about one of her cousins who if truth be told is a bit of a gangster and i went potty, i listened to his mum for 6 friggin days belittle me tell me everything that is being said about me and i sat and took it.<br> Ok i know myself and i admited it to a friend the other day that lately i have been a complete cow with certain peeps, i have been loosing my temper and telling a few peeps exactly what i'm thinking and it aint been pretty, but never once has my attitude changed with CB, i would and will do anything for her, she's my only child but i can't take anymore of her dads shit, it's dragging me down, he dragged me down when we were together to the point i ended up in hospital after trying to commit sideyways, the scars remind me of how lucky i was to get out when i did and since we parted i have accehived so much that i can't allow him to destroy it and i cannot allow him to destroy m daughter.<br> I was going to apologise for going off on a tangent but know what, i feel better all ready </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/i-know-i-can-be-nasty-vindictive-even-7368006/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/i-know-i-can-be-nasty-vindictive-even-7368006/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/parents-night-last-night-7365224/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-13:/2009/11/13/parents-night-last-night-7365224/Fri, 13 Nov 2009 10:04:40 +0100 <p>So last night was the night CB was dreading and me too, as we were walking up to the school i told her i wanted to speak with her teachers (she has 2) alone as when she is with me i feel i can't ask questions incase i embarres her. So glad she's in the upper part of the school now as those wee seats are a nightmare. She's doing well they told me, i asked about what it had saud in her report card about her arithmatic and her being unconfident in it. What it actuall said if i read it right was she lacks confidence in her academic skills. Not to worry though they explained that she is doing well and at the level she should be bt she thinks she's pants at it. I asked the teachers to brig her in so she could hear that she is doing well and not to get so self concious when asked to read something out loud. To my surpruse at assembly last week she gave a presentagtion on a recent visit to a farm, does'nt sound like a kid who lacks confidence, there's 18 in her class and 197 in the school!!!. So we came home happy, have to say though when she was told to come in her face was chalk white, she thought something was wrong and she was gettig inot trouble, probabl did'nt help when she walked in and i said "your grouned" <img src="/img/smilies/graylaugh.gif" alt=":))" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>A friend phoned last night and asked what i was up to tonight, told her nothing, we are staying in and watching a dvd. She asked if she could come over for a few hours i said yes. Her plan was to come over to mine and me to get a bottle of vodka and mixers and she would bring munchies...my yes turned into a no, i can't drink just now but it was more the fact that i was to go out and spend the best part of a score whilst she brought over a bag of dorittos and a dip. Sorry but i aint doing. I have a very pregnant mate just now and i have told her when she goes inot hospital i will look after her oldest, she's not due for another month but after seeing her yesterda there is no way she's going to last that long, there's 2 of us in her emergency list but i live closer and the kid goes to the same school as CB so it means if it happens through the week the wee barra wont miss school. Have told her she's not allowed to pop next weekend as i'm goinhg out, The scan pics you get these days are so good, you could see everything instead of just lines and you have to guess where the nurse has told you where everything is, it was more like one of those horrible 3d scans...i think there freaky i have seen a couple of them and they are'nt my cup of coffee. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/parents-night-last-night-7365224/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/parents-night-last-night-7365224/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/the-cure-7365069/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-13:/2009/11/13/the-cure-7365069/Fri, 13 Nov 2009 09:32:01 +0100 <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/the-cure-7365069/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/the-cure-7365069/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/12/well-everyone-else-is-doing-it-7357403/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-12:/2009/11/12/well-everyone-else-is-doing-it-7357403/Thu, 12 Nov 2009 11:42:29 +0100 <p>1. Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?<br> Been there seen it done it </p> <p>2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?<br> Anythime</p> <p>3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?<br> The right side</p> <p>4. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?<br> Nah i do it for pure pleasure</p> <p>5. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?<br> Yes, flooded the down stair neighbor</p> <p>6. Do you watch/read pornography?<br> Read it, watch it, make it</p> <p>7. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?<br> A bit of both depending on the mood </p> <p>8. Do you love someone on your blogroll?<br> I love all my friends </p> <p>9. Would you choose love or money?<br> Money, a girl has shopping needs</p> <p>10. Your top three favourite kinks in bed?<br> Oral,my jps getting played with and tying my victim up </p> <p>11. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?<br> Yeah but i'm sure i've crossed the lines at times too</p> <p>12. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?<br> T IN THE PARK </p> <p>13. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?<br> t in the park....those tents are see through at night with a torch on</p> <p>14. Have you ever been caught having sex?<br> once by the police and by CB</p> <p>15. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?<br> NO, i go out to have a good tie with mates.</p> <p>16. Ever been picked up in a bar?<br> yeah but my mates dont let me go home with any of them</p> <p>17. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?<br> If yyou ean tounges then yeah twice </p> <p>18. Had sex in a movie theatre?<br> nah just a fumble</p> <p>20. Had sex in a bathroom?<br> Yes, CB was conceibed in a bathroom at a perty</p> <p>21. Have you ever had sex at work?<br> Yes. </p> <p>22. Bought something from an adult store?<br> I own half the shares for ann suummers </p> <p>23. Do you own any sex toys?<br> Yes drawer full of them </p> <p>24. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?<br> Yip, but i have a few of my own of them so i can sleep peacefully at night</p> <p>25. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?<br> I give people pet names so i dont get caught out</p> <p>26. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?<br> Of course</p> <p>27. What's your favourite sexual position?<br> Doggy</p> <p>28. What's your favourite sex act?<br> Sniffing poppers whilst on top</p> <p>29. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?<br> Yeah but it was more for him than me</p> <p>30. How many bloggers do you think will post this meme this week?<br> Think i'm the only one who had'nt done it </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/12/well-everyone-else-is-doing-it-7357403/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/12/well-everyone-else-is-doing-it-7357403/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/got-it-all-sorted-7353269/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/2009/11/11/got-it-all-sorted-7353269/Wed, 11 Nov 2009 20:15:20 +0100 <p>I sat down today at the youth club and decided that from now til we close up for christmas holidays what we will be doing. Thought stain glass windows would be nice, card and tissue paper and glue and for those who dont want to do that window paints, a wee poly pocket and approriate paints. Discovered some little picture frames in the cupboard so with the school pics just been done the kids can decorate them and put one of the passport size photos in and hey presto christmas pressie for a family member. The were going to do little trinket boxes, very easy to make with sheets of a4 paper, following week little snowglobes to put them in then it's christmas cards and decorations. This should take us up to the end of term. First week back in the new year and its going to be chinese lanterns. I have everything that is needed in the store cupboard so no need to spend any cash, was talking to my boss and suggested that when the grant money comes through we buy the kids a wee thing for under the tree, nothing much just a wee bag of sweets, might even just go to one of the supermarkets and buy a couple of tins and make up favor bags with a selection in.<br> I'm not entirely sure when i was made a youth leader but the new tee i got today has my name on it and youth leader underneath it so yeee me. I am in my opinion rubbish at arts and crafts but since summer it has been my job to ensure the kids have a variety of things to do in the art corner, i'm secretly enjoying it as i'm really not keen on the sports hall, love it when were doing sports day in summer but not every week.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/got-it-all-sorted-7353269/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/got-it-all-sorted-7353269/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/do-you-remember-7351268/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/2009/11/11/do-you-remember-7351268/Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:18:09 +0100 <p>....The scene in the movie castaway when Tom Hanks goes into the cave and knocked his tooth ot with a rock? i completly understand why he done it. I know it was a movie not real life but tryst me that rock under my outside stairs is looking more tempting by the hour. </p> <p>I've done nothing today apart from having a shower and getting dressed, i have been lying on top of my bed squishing my face into a softer than soft pillow and have several teeth marks on my fist from where i've been chowing down. My face feels like it's in the neighbours house.</p> <p>Ok enough about toothache, i was driving a mates car last night, first time in a few years since i last drove, yeah ok he only let me back it out the driveway as the provisional one i have is lost in this nest somewhere and no doubt when i eventually move the new tennents will find it in some obscure place. </p> <p>Got my vol work tonight at the youth club, i normally have 6 weeks worth of things to do but tonight well nothing, i forgot to draw up a new arts and crafts table , done oragami the other week so have strips of card and paper in oe of the cupboards, still waiting on grants comig through so think we will do door hangers, waste nothing me. </p> <p>Got ahead of myself last night regarding dinners, had bought a big pack of mince that had ben reduced down to 98p from 4 pound so we have chilli lasagne and spag bols, made a load of sauce for the lasagne so last night we had macaroni cheese, ah well at least the cooking is done for a few days. </p> <p>Exciting life i lead eh </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/do-you-remember-7351268/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/do-you-remember-7351268/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/bit-of-bowie-7349735/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/2009/11/11/bit-of-bowie-7349735/Wed, 11 Nov 2009 09:25:22 +0100 <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/bit-of-bowie-7349735/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>david-bowiehttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/bit-of-bowie-7349735/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/just-a-wee-laugh-7346007/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-10:/2009/11/10/just-a-wee-laugh-7346007/Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:57:09 +0100 <p>An attorney arrived home late, after a very tough day trying to get a stay of execution.</p> <p> His last minute plea for clemency to the governor had failed and he was feeling worn out and depressed.</p> <p> As soon as he walked through the door at home, his wife started on him about, 'What time of night to be getting home is this?</p> <p> Where have you been? Dinner is cold and I'm not reheating it'. And on and on and on.</p> <p> Too shattered to play his usual role in this familiar ritual, he poured himself a shot of whiskey and headed off for a long hot soak in the bathtub, pursued by the predictable sarcastic remarks as he dragged himself up the stairs.</p> <p> While he was in the bath, the phone rang.</p> <p> The wife answered and was told that her husband's client, James Wright, had been granted a stay of execution after all. Wright would not be<br> hanged tonight.</p> <p> Finally realizing what a terrible day he must have had, she decided to go up stairs and give him the good news.</p> <p> As she opened the bathroom door, she was greeted by the sight of her husband, bent over naked, drying his legs and feet.</p> <p>'They're not hanging Wright tonight,' she said.</p> <p> He whirled around and screamed, 'FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WOMAN, DON'T YOU EVER STOP?!'</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/just-a-wee-laugh-7346007/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/just-a-wee-laugh-7346007/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/last-night-7345888/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-10:/2009/11/10/last-night-7345888/Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:35:01 +0100 <p>Was a busy one for a Monday, popped round to see my mate and the wee man, he still won't come near me but has started saying bye bye..major hint. My mate was telling me he got a half bottle of wine the other night and the wee man went mental when he seen it, not mental in a screaming way but really excited, he also still won't eat food that is warm, he prefers it cold and seems to love a tin of heinz beans and sausage. No idea what the wee man has seen or been around but as the weeks go on it becomes more apparent that social work should have interviended quicker than they did.</p> <p>The cookery class had been cancelled, bit gutted as it was cheese cake last night and i do like my cheese cake, seems the woman who organised it all done her back in when she was getting dressed and is now flat out on morpine.</p> <p>We were sitting in the living room last night watching well corination street when all of a sudden more fireworks were getting set off, it was to loud to be garden fireworks so CB went to the window then told me to turn off all the lights, the local T.A centre (just across the main road from us) was having there yearl display, it was better than the organised one we froze our butts off at last week, i pulled the couch round and we sat in comfort watching them for a good half hour, they done a good job they were magnificent.</p> <p>Finished my second assesment today, was going to bail halfway through as i've a wee absece that's causing me alot of pain. Would'nt mind but it's the tooth i went through months of gruelling root canal treatment to fix, 500mg anti biotics and no alcohol for a week, oh how will i survive especially since sainsburys were doing 4 cans of stella for 2 quid, honest i do also have food in the fridge.</p> <p>Right i'm off to find m wheat bag and bung it in the microwave for 2 mins and cry into it, at least the kitchen will smell of lavendar all night, wonder if you can buy vanilla scented ones? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/last-night-7345888/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/last-night-7345888/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/i-like-my-sleep-whens-the-end-of-winter-7343208/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-10:/2009/11/10/i-like-my-sleep-whens-the-end-of-winter-7343208/Tue, 10 Nov 2009 10:06:27 +0100 <p>Ok so it's started, the frosty mornings and do you know what that does'nt bother me, i like waking p and having cold fresh air go up my nostrils. What really pisses me off is the fact my house is right next to a car park, and the majoruty of my neighbours leave for owrk at 5 , well the ones that work. Have none of them heard of deicer...scrap scrap acrap then it steadily rises as mor epeeps leave, then you have the cars driving in to collect there work mates, engines revving horns honking doors slamming then the slip of the car as it trs to move from an icy spot. If i have a broken sleep i'm a groucy child for the rest of the day. I am going to go out and buy several cans of deicer and leave them sitting on numerous cars tonight and hopefully the hiss of the cans won't wake me up tomorrow. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/i-like-my-sleep-whens-the-end-of-winter-7343208/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/i-like-my-sleep-whens-the-end-of-winter-7343208/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/mornin-peeps-7343097/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-10:/2009/11/10/mornin-peeps-7343097/Tue, 10 Nov 2009 09:42:16 +0100 <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/mornin-peeps-7343097/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/10/mornin-peeps-7343097/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/09/the-weekend-well-my-weekend-7335778/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-09:/2009/11/09/the-weekend-well-my-weekend-7335778/Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:25:11 +0100 <p>Was alright, nothing special, went round to a mates on Friday night, i owed him a few beers for a favour he had done....yes the old washing machine is finally out the kitchen. Came home went to bed full of intentions to watch BRONSON i had borrowed but i never got as far as press play i was out cold. Told Trintrin i was stauing in bed til CB came home on Sunday and apart from a walk p to asda for a few supplys thats where i stayed, ok i got up to do the A&A daily quiz...i will get my name on the top 5 this month. done other things like chuck stuff in the washing machine and hammered the tumble dryer as it's just to cold to get a mass of clothes dried in the airing cupboard. Washed all the covers from the suite, so glad i did'nt put them back on as CB dropped her coffee (decaff) over the suite this morning. Oh had a phone call from the ex MIL on saturday night, were going down for new year, but it's a secret, CB does'nt know and neither does Auntie, i know ex MIL will spill the beans even though we saud to keep it hush, hope she does'nt it will be a nice surprise for Auntie. I am all sorted for this one, the week before i will smoke different cigs so i can't speak due to a horrendous sore throat nah only kiddin, ex MIL current b/f will be there too so i'm sre her attitude will be very diferent. He's from Glasgow and knows her family who still live there so fingers crossed i won't have to listen to bitching this time round. Very frosty this morning, infact you would think a drop of snow had came down as the garden is just white and very cold. Sk is very blue, will reserve judgement til later on that one. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/09/the-weekend-well-my-weekend-7335778/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/09/the-weekend-well-my-weekend-7335778/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/07/stole-from-boredrich-7325935/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-07:/2009/11/07/stole-from-boredrich-7325935/Sat, 07 Nov 2009 15:37:18 +0100 <p>1. With Friday the 13th on the horizon, do you have any superstitions?<br> I always buy heather from gypsys </p> <p>2. Have you any phobias?<br> Spiders but only indoors</p> <p>3. Do you believe in ghosts?<br> Oh erm not sure, had a weird experience after my Granny died </p> <p>4. Do you believe in UFO's?<br> We are not alone</p> <p>5. If you could reincarnate, what would you come back as?<br> A gay man, there gorgeous and well dressed</p> <p>6. Do you believe in past lives?<br> We were put back here to make up for past mistakes</p> <p>7. Have you a lucky number?<br> Yes 8</p> <p>8. Have you ever had your fortune told?<br> Tarot cards, never again whats for me wont go past me</p> <p>9. Do you believe in Karma?<br> Got to be daft not to</p> <p>10. Has conventional religion had it's day?<br> There all cults </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/07/stole-from-boredrich-7325935/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/07/stole-from-boredrich-7325935/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/report-card-7320042/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-06:/2009/11/06/report-card-7320042/Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:23:54 +0100 <p>Gladd to say that it was another good one apart from that she is not confident in her maths, i knew that anyway so no disappointment, bring on parents night </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/report-card-7320042/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/report-card-7320042/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/still-on-a-trip-7319822/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-06:/2009/11/06/still-on-a-trip-7319822/Fri, 06 Nov 2009 15:47:41 +0100 <p>I mentioned in my last post about a sculpture, after wadding through google and flickr and i found these pics, would'nt mind going back again just to read everything that is on the wall. The sculture is a celebration of women and democracy its called....TRAVELLING THE DISTANCE. I thought it was neat <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/419/4082419_20e54a6095_m.jpg" alt="323776000_0957eecd96"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/420/4082420_8295b04893_m.jpg" alt="323776086_7c5b36d671"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/still-on-a-trip-7319822/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/still-on-a-trip-7319822/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/the-visit-part-7317934/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-06:/2009/11/06/the-visit-part-7317934/Fri, 06 Nov 2009 10:21:30 +0100 <p>Well CB is away to school with her award under her arm and a few pics that we printed off last night. Sorry to bore you all but i am one proud mammy and just want to share our day with you all.<br> Arrived at the Parliemnt building, not sure how as my directions werent listened to as the satnav was on but after going round in circles for the umpteenth time i wsa asked where the hell is it. So we gets there and there's no parking so CB and me jumped out the car and left my Mum and her partner to figure out where to park. We entered the building and had to go through securtiy, then i remembered what happened to the parliment on the 5th of november and thought yeah i don't mind being frisked on this occasion. We made our way past the visitors desk and straight to the MSP appointment desk. felt really nervous so golly knows what was going through CB's mind. We were directed to a waiting area full of peeps all dressed in fancy suits, The MSP's secretery cam edown and met us and took us back to securtiy to get the behind the scenes passes. Then it was off to the debating chambers. for Ministers question time. I'll be honest i did'nt have a scoob what was happening apart from alot of Msp's arguing, banging tables and shouting but it was really interesting watching them squirm to get out of answering questions head on. We were met after the question time by Margaret the secretery and took to the offices where CB was getting her award. Oh i should say that when we were waiting to be met my mum and side kick came into the visitors centre for a nose about and they were taken aside and asked if they would like to be taken upstairs after we left to see CB getting her award, so it was a nice surprise for cb and i to see them and a nice surprise for them too. The leader of the Labour Prty came down Iain Grey and took Brooke aside told her how proud he was of her and i started bubbling like a 2 year old. He gave a wee speech infront of a dozen or so staff members gave CB a huge hug and wished us all well. Cathie Cragie was brilliant, with her then excused herself as she had to go back for debating time. Margaret then took us round a tour of the buildings, we went into the presiding officers building and we were told the history of it. Yeah i know the Prlie is only 6 years old but they incorporated some Dukes house into it, cant remember the dukes name, told us how the room we were standing in was haunted, he had a son who was mad and one night they couldnt find the son, so they scoured the house and finally found him in the kitchen sitting infront of the fire with his servant on a scewer getting roasted above the open fire, so now the servant haunts the room. We cam eout of there and got told about various things like where the design for the floors beams etc came from, all very interesting facts but my mum turned round and said very bluntly. it is nice inside but it looks an eyesore outside and you can't justify to me the 400 million it cost to build, Mummsie is very straight to the point kinda girl. Then off to the debating chambers before the MSP's returned for round 2, CB got to sit in Alex Salmonds seat and we were told again about the materials used and how it all works, why there are 2 clocks and the amount of time each person is allowed to talk for etc. I knwo you are all getting bored by now, that's if youve got this far but it was very intre4sting. We left the chambers and went to another part of the building again getting told about various features where they came from why they were there, one of the things i really liked and i will have to google this is a sculptur eon a wall, over a hundered women were asked to right down a short sentence and the sculptor crafted marble in the womens hand writing, some of the sentences were hilarious one that stands out was "my my friend comes round for tea i don't know wheter to get the silver out or lock it away" We finished our tour and thanked Margeret for making the day wonderful. Gave CB some spends so she could go into the gift shop, we now have new decorations for the christmas tree a load of edinburger rock and keyrings. It really was a great day and i am full of information about wood, marble, granite and other features within the Scottish Parlie buildings.<br> CB had an abosoloutly fantabulous time and was overwhelmed by it all. I have never seen her stuck for words or as shy as she was but she was so well behaved and well spoken that i am so proud of her for what she done for me all those months ago that lead us to be there yesterday. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/the-visit-part-7317934/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/the-visit-part-7317934/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/vicious-circle-7305066/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-04:/2009/11/04/vicious-circle-7305066/Wed, 04 Nov 2009 12:58:36 +0100 <p>carebear was also up half the night, unfortunatly i was up for the first half and she for the other. Doc told me that the spray can take a few days to kick in, im not even sure if she's on the right medicine as it says on the bottle not to take if under 18 erm she's 9 so i'm waiting on the doc phoning me back to reassure me that it's fine. Doc also told us that with the anoids (i think thats what there called) being swollen the nose will keep producing mucas to clear the block but the anoids will continue to swell as the mucas irritates them. All night it's been snort and sniff to the point she was being sick with it. Were going into the debating chamber tomorow and i have read the rules about behaviour whilst there, no talking no bags no NOISE, can just see Alec Salmond looking up into the public gallery now and telling the security guard to remove the child with the sniffy nose. Bless her wee cotton socks, her dad was/is the same, he used to sleep sitting up, bit like the elephant man..oh if only her dad would remove the pillows for a night of lying down. Carebear says the spray smells like play do so i sprayed some on the back of my hand, it reminded me of speed with that sharp cats pee smell, lol no wonder i was up half the night iwas speeding out my tree.<br> She also says she is now ok about the new little cousin she is going to get but the other cousin will always be her favorite, she also wishes that the baby would either be born earlier or that if sil had to have another baby then she would prefer it if it was next year she fell pregnant, i was really confussed about this, it's all to do with the holiday and wedding in Greece next summer, she explained that sil and brother wouldnt be there as the baby wil be to young to travel therefore she will be stuck with my mum and her partner for 2 weeks on her peapod. Asked her how she would feel if i was to have another, she told me straight faced and very serious "mum you need a man for that and you havent got one, unless your name is Mary then it's not going to happen" Kids are great at getting straight to the point. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/vicious-circle-7305066/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/vicious-circle-7305066/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/oh-she-s-blue-eye-s-oh-she-s-got-green-eyes-7302975/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-04:/2009/11/04/oh-she-s-blue-eye-s-oh-she-s-got-green-eyes-7302975/Wed, 04 Nov 2009 03:04:53 +0100 <p>CB has bright blue eyes but they definetly turned a deep shade of green earlier after a phone call from my mum telling me that i was to become an auntie again. A joyous occasion you would think but the wee barras nose was pt right out of place. I thought she would have been delighted as she is close to my brother and sil. Finally got to the bottom of it, she will have to share her Granny with another child, Now my brother doesnt exactly live round the corner, tr down the m73 and then the m6 to Bradford. We on the other hand live about 4 streets away from my Mum. Tried to reassure her that granny has enough love to share between the 3 of them. Thank goodness i will bear no more children as i think she would probably murder me in my sleep.<br> This kinda spured feeling deep inside of me, one i havent spoke to my brother since february and i would back down and he's as stubborn as me so he wont back down so thats a bit of a brick wal hit. Seriously if we were to have a staring out competition we would need medical treatment as we would rather sew our eye lids open then cave in. Secondly this will now be my fathers 6th grandchild, and he has'nt seen any of them in over 6 years +, the youngest he has never seen, not even sure if he knows about her. I wil never forgive my dad for what he done to CB, i'm older so i don't really care anymore what he done to me or any other adult within our little clan but he blanked CB when she was 3 after she ran up to him in tescos with her tiny arms held out for a hug. Ignore me by all means, ignore my daughter and i will never let it be forgotton. So the last few hours have been spent thinking about the old trout. He's in his 70's now, no idea where he lives or even if he's alive, i dread the day i get a call saying he's no longer on this earth as i aint paying for no funeral, would'nt even waste a pound in a cheap shop buying plastic flowers for him.<br> Need to get a more reliable source for the internet, neighbour was out all night and must have turned off his connection, i havent been staying up all night waiting on the light going on, i just simply could'nt sleep, not complaining the radio is rather good at this time of the morning with the exposure show so lots of new random bands to look out for. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/oh-she-s-blue-eye-s-oh-she-s-got-green-eyes-7302975/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/oh-she-s-blue-eye-s-oh-she-s-got-green-eyes-7302975/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/03/fashion-parade-in-next-7298506/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-03:/2009/11/03/fashion-parade-in-next-7298506/Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:28:21 +0100 <p>Was at the docs this morning with CB as her anoids are swollen and she can't breathe properly, just trying to get an appointment was hard enough, the receptionist kept asking if it was a cold or flu, i think she could hear CB in the background snortung and sniffing but after reassuring her for the best part of 5 ins she finally caved in and gave a time. Got the nasel spray and more creams for her ezema then off to the chemist. Was a 30 min wait so we decided to go a wee strool about the shopping centre to find her an outfit for Thursday. I don't normally ask for help in shops but the woman was busying herself around us, the kids section is next to the door and we kept setting off the alarm so to put her mind at ease that i was'nt ging to blag the clothes i told her my daughter needed something smart but casual as she is going to a special appointment oon Thursday. They had CB in the fitting rooms and kept bringing up nice outfits, in the end she had 3 assistants running after her. Fashion show in Next it certainly was, They were even going out the back of the shop and getting stuff that should'nt be on sale yet. In the end CB settled for a black dress with some colour in the skirt part, a pair of black leggings , a black shrug and black full length coat. Was only 66 pound and the coat will do her over winter and new year and the dress can be worn again at all the christmas partys so the overal price was'nt to bad. They did'nt have sohoes she wanted so we went into dunnes and the ones she picked were reduced to 4 quid. Can honestly say she looks gorgeous in her outfit and it's not ott. The girls in NEXT were great and i think CB could easily turn into a diva now with everyone running about after her every needs </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/03/fashion-parade-in-next-7298506/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/03/fashion-parade-in-next-7298506/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/03/enough-7297229/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-03:/2009/11/03/enough-7297229/Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:22:20 +0100 <p>The steam has finally blew the lid of this little pot, MARTiN-RAVINGLOON, before you start another post or comment on anothers post slating the scottish down to the ground take a long hard look at yourself, i would love in fact i invite you up to Glasgow, i will pay for you to come and stay in a hotel overnight so you can verbally spout your insults to anyone who cares to listen. </p> <p>Oh yeah and i will also phone you an ambulance or even the undertakers when your ugly little coupon gets splatterd across Sauchiehal street </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/03/enough-7297229/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/03/enough-7297229/#commentshttp://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/01/i-wonder-7287047/tag:trulyfab.blog.co.uk,2009-11-01:/2009/11/01/i-wonder-7287047/Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:42:15 +0100 <p>This time last year boytoy got down on one knee and proposed, well i never gave him the chance i told him to get up and stop making a twat of me, The people in the street around us were more disapointed i did'nt say yes than i was. Next morning he asked me to move in with him, again i said no. I wonder where or what i would be doing now if i had said yes. Thinking on it, i've been married and it was'nt a happy one, the whole thing took longer to organise than the actual marrige lasted..yip married in March wanted a divorce in the October. I wonder what would have happened if we had'nt parted. Then there's C.B'S dad, lived with him or he lived with me for 4 years, now if he had got his act together i wonder what i would be doing now. Seems for my 33 years i have been in a few serious relationships where it does'nt go anywhere. Then there was J, i'm glad we did'nt get that mortgage now. I wonder how many more relationships i will have before i find a soulmate or if indeed i ever do.<br> I'm not going all i want a b/f on you so don't worry and if truth be told i don't know if little miss independant here could handle a proper relationship. In the past few years i have seen good friends split up and divorce who i thought were solid, that saying you never know what goes on behind closed doors is so true.<br> C.B's dad has been trying to reach her all afternoon, i can't even speak to the wimp so i just keep hitting reject, i wonder how long it wil take before i can have a civil conversaton with im or even if i want to have one with him. Out of all my past relationships he's the only one who i have to have a contact number for, I wonder if that 41 bus that drives down his street will ever crash into him.<br> I wonder if asda has any of there black roses left, i have black roses already in my kitchen but the emo chick in me loves me. I wonder if tomorrow it will be raining, i woNder if on thursday it might be better to get the train rather than my mum driving us in. I wonder if i can be annoyed to pull the sewing machine out and fix her school trousers tonight. Lots of things to wonder about </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/01/i-wonder-7287047/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://trulyfab.blog.co.uk/2009/11/01/i-wonder-7287047/#comments