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carebear was also up half the night, unfortunatly i was up for the first half and she for the other. Doc told me that the spray can take a few days to kick in, im not even sure if she's on the right medicine as it says on the bottle not to take if under 18 erm she's 9 so i'm waiting on the doc phoning me back to reassure me that it's fine. Doc also told us that with the anoids (i think thats what there called) being swollen the nose will keep producing mucas to clear the block but the anoids will continue to swell as the mucas irritates them. All night it's been snort and sniff to the point she was being sick with it. Were going into the debating chamber tomorow and i have read the rules about behaviour whilst there, no talking no bags no NOISE, can just see Alec Salmond looking up into the public gallery now and telling the security guard to remove the child with the sniffy nose. Bless her wee cotton socks, her dad was/is the same, he used to sleep sitting up, bit like the elephant man..oh if only her dad would remove the pillows for a night of lying down. Carebear says the spray smells like play do so i sprayed some on the back of my hand, it reminded me of speed with that sharp cats pee smell, lol no wonder i was up half the night iwas speeding out my tree.
She also says she is now ok about the new little cousin she is going to get but the other cousin will always be her favorite, she also wishes that the baby would either be born earlier or that if sil had to have another baby then she would prefer it if it was next year she fell pregnant, i was really confussed about this, it's all to do with the holiday and wedding in Greece next summer, she explained that sil and brother wouldnt be there as the baby wil be to young to travel therefore she will be stuck with my mum and her partner for 2 weeks on her peapod. Asked her how she would feel if i was to have another, she told me straight faced and very serious "mum you need a man for that and you havent got one, unless your name is Mary then it's not going to happen" Kids are great at getting straight to the point.

CB has bright blue eyes but they definetly turned a deep shade of green earlier after a phone call from my mum telling me that i was to become an auntie again. A joyous occasion you would think but the wee barras nose was pt right out of place. I thought she would have been delighted as she is close to my brother and sil. Finally got to the bottom of it, she will have to share her Granny with another child, Now my brother doesnt exactly live round the corner, tr down the m73 and then the m6 to Bradford. We on the other hand live about 4 streets away from my Mum. Tried to reassure her that granny has enough love to share between the 3 of them. Thank goodness i will bear no more children as i think she would probably murder me in my sleep.
This kinda spured feeling deep inside of me, one i havent spoke to my brother since february and i would back down and he's as stubborn as me so he wont back down so thats a bit of a brick wal hit. Seriously if we were to have a staring out competition we would need medical treatment as we would rather sew our eye lids open then cave in. Secondly this will now be my fathers 6th grandchild, and he has'nt seen any of them in over 6 years +, the youngest he has never seen, not even sure if he knows about her. I wil never forgive my dad for what he done to CB, i'm older so i don't really care anymore what he done to me or any other adult within our little clan but he blanked CB when she was 3 after she ran up to him in tescos with her tiny arms held out for a hug. Ignore me by all means, ignore my daughter and i will never let it be forgotton. So the last few hours have been spent thinking about the old trout. He's in his 70's now, no idea where he lives or even if he's alive, i dread the day i get a call saying he's no longer on this earth as i aint paying for no funeral, would'nt even waste a pound in a cheap shop buying plastic flowers for him.
Need to get a more reliable source for the internet, neighbour was out all night and must have turned off his connection, i havent been staying up all night waiting on the light going on, i just simply could'nt sleep, not complaining the radio is rather good at this time of the morning with the exposure show so lots of new random bands to look out for.