CB has bright blue eyes but they definetly turned a deep shade of green earlier after a phone call from my mum telling me that i was to become an auntie again. A joyous occasion you would think but the wee barras nose was pt right out of place. I thought she would have been delighted as she is close to my brother and sil. Finally got to the bottom of it, she will have to share her Granny with another child, Now my brother doesnt exactly live round the corner, tr down the m73 and then the m6 to Bradford. We on the other hand live about 4 streets away from my Mum. Tried to reassure her that granny has enough love to share between the 3 of them. Thank goodness i will bear no more children as i think she would probably murder me in my sleep.
This kinda spured feeling deep inside of me, one i havent spoke to my brother since february and i would back down and he's as stubborn as me so he wont back down so thats a bit of a brick wal hit. Seriously if we were to have a staring out competition we would need medical treatment as we would rather sew our eye lids open then cave in. Secondly this will now be my fathers 6th grandchild, and he has'nt seen any of them in over 6 years +, the youngest he has never seen, not even sure if he knows about her. I wil never forgive my dad for what he done to CB, i'm older so i don't really care anymore what he done to me or any other adult within our little clan but he blanked CB when she was 3 after she ran up to him in tescos with her tiny arms held out for a hug. Ignore me by all means, ignore my daughter and i will never let it be forgotton. So the last few hours have been spent thinking about the old trout. He's in his 70's now, no idea where he lives or even if he's alive, i dread the day i get a call saying he's no longer on this earth as i aint paying for no funeral, would'nt even waste a pound in a cheap shop buying plastic flowers for him.
Need to get a more reliable source for the internet, neighbour was out all night and must have turned off his connection, i havent been staying up all night waiting on the light going on, i just simply could'nt sleep, not complaining the radio is rather good at this time of the morning with the exposure show so lots of new random bands to look out for.