I'm finally getting my implant at 7 o'clock this evening. I can't wait, i've had the appointment for months. I realise some people may think i'm being selfish for not wanting more children but i have my reasons mainly health ones. After this implant runs out in three years i'll be getting steralised. I have a gorgeous daughter who will be 10 next year and if i did want another child then i would have done it whilst she was under 5. Please remember that my daughter father is an asshole who gave me no support and through this i don't have enough trust to be left with 2 children to struggle to bring up. I'm now unemployed so it really is'nt fair to expect the goverment to pay for my family.
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An Apologie To Carebear
@ 2009-07-27 – 05:38:32
I was rather horible in a blog earlier about her. In true fact now i've had a decent sleep, without her on Friday i woudl have ben well and truly goosed. Although there was a few of us away camping when we we're coming down the hill everyone else went ahead to get wood for the fire. Carebear and myself were still at least an hour away from the tent when i fell. There was only roughly 3 hours of daylight left and i had'nt brought a torch. She helped me up and checked the road ahead for ditches,mud swamps etc. She spotted a green hut through the tree's that we had past on the way up and navigated us both.
Because the others were collecting wood they had'nt given it a thought something had happened. So big sorry's to my Carebear,sorry for slating you chickpea x
