I think that descriibes me to a tee today. I have walked about in a trance since Carebear left on Friday. I did have a few drinks Friday night but nothing to much as i just simply could'nt be arsed. Saturday i woke up at 7 and stayed in my bed til 4, i only got up since i needed cigs from the shop. Did'nt even brush my hair just put my hood up and made a dash for it, layed on the couch for the rest of the night. Dr gave me some pretty ass kicking pain relief for them so zombied out watching Big Brother, Glad Karly went, it accent drove me insane, would've prefered Noiren went.
When i woke up at 6 i felt like the inside of my skull had been replaced cotton wool. Carebears home about half an hour. Ass wipe wouldnt keep her one more day so i could sleep, i have slept so much and still goosed. She has been givn strict instructions not to go past certain parts of the street. Going to go lie back on the couch. I don't think i'm heading for a cold or anything just need to recharge my duracells.
I am confused about something else but hey hoo don't want to share