because al my pals have ditched me tonite to go to a birthday party that im unable to go too as i have a mother and daughter weekend planned,so if this makes any sense i'll be well chuffed
1-im a bad influence-apparently my little cousins girlfriend thinks im a bad influence on him,she cheated on him a few years back and he kicked her out the flat and me n him became thick as thieves once more,last year i asked him if he wanted to go to a charlatans gig n i would get the tickets,after getting them he texted me n asked if i'd get one for her but as i'd already left the ticket shop and just spent £60 on them and £40 on other tickets i told him that i'd need to do it nxt wk as i had no £ left,she went in a stroop and said it was because i didnt like her,i really wouldve got her a ticket but she was rude about it and i told her that if she really wanted to go then she'd need to get her own as i was busy the following wknd,so little cousin came down with a ticket for a diffrent gig for me tonite,im the only girl going and he told me not to tell her i was going as she would throw a wobbly because im a bad influence,i dont have much time for her,talking to her is hard work,one word answers etc,i think its funny to be honest,but i really should make more of an effort for her to like me as me cousin are more like brother and sister than cousins
2-got my tumble dryer on at the moment and just realised that the back door is shut so there is damp marks all over my wallpaper in the kitchen and one bit in particular that looks as if its ready to slide off the wall,also the posters i have in the kitchen are going that crimpled damp way which isnt good (must remember im no longer a student and take down posters)
3-im taking my daughter to the edinburgh dungeons tomorrow,blowing boytoy off for the weekend and having quality time with chickadee instead,she goes to her dads most weekends so hardly see her never mind do stuff with her,yes ok we go swimming once a week.go out for dinner once a week and either play a game or read to each other each night but i feel that i dont see much of her and as its coming up to santa time (if she still believes i'll be well amazed) need to start saving for what ever 8 year olds want.
4-being doing a bit of over time at work,i was forced into it,was told that i had to do it and as im doing that im leaving one job at 11 running for a bus starting another job at half 11 leaving ther at 2 and running to another job for haf 2,i get home roughly about 6 o'clock so from half 7 til 6 im not eating anything and finding that im loosing weight,im only 8 stone as it is and if i drop below 7 then i'l and up ill,told work i needed time off to see the doctor to get my iron levels checked,the bastards laughed and said im being silly.
5-its friday and im enjoying a nice glass of vodka,all washing has been done for monday morning,chickadee is at a friends for dinner so i can relax infront of the stereo with a book i dont normally read-Diary of a demented housewife,i prefer dark books with a few juicy murders and a decent storyline but im finding this very light hearted to read.
6-chickadee has just came in to tell me her mobile phones all sticky and stuck it under the tap to wash it,hilarious,told the sperm donor she was too young for one but he says "well how else do i contact her" er try phoning the house or phoning my phone
7-just spent longer fixing typing errors than i did typing the whole feckin blog