Kinda got a row for not keeping up with my blogs last night,so i started it then got chatting on msn and forgot about it and turned the couch potato machine off and lost everything i had typed grrr.
July has bn well not like my other julys,as most ppl know i get the school holidays off so ive already been off for four weeks and what a pants four weeks its been,yeah ok i done my annual trip to T IN THE PARK (more about that in a mo)had my boytoy go into a meltdown and had my ex texting me again.
I'll start with the ex,he only ever seems to text me after ive had a really good nighyt out i'm thinking i was seen by one of his friends and he wanst to do his nosey and find out where ive been what i ws up to etc.well i wasnst doing much apart from getting drunk wiith a really good friend in town,but the really good friend is male so i can only imagine what the ex had going through his head lol.
As for the boytoy,well he's having a wee meltdown and im not invited to it,i totally get the whole "i have a wall around me so i dont get hurt" ive done it myself but know im on the other end of it ive realised that by not getting hurt your only hurting people around you,so well if i did kinda stray a little bit on friday night then its not my fault ive totally justified it to myself,yeah ok thats a bit cruel,b/f having a meltdown n im off getting wasted and well i go n do everything apart from actually drop my knickers,totally justified in the way ive been pushed out of b/f's feelings life and alll the other pallava that goes with relationships.i do liek him and i knew a while back that he's manic depressive but i really didnt think it would be this hard and how someone can make you feel like pooh.
right TITP 15th time of trudgng the mud and getting to see some terrific bands and fight with thye stove in the morning for coffee coz i refuse to pay 2.50 for a dish water coffee.I do liek my festivals and gigs but i really cant be arsed with the neds (chavs).saw some great bands although only seen 2 bands i hadnt seen before 'twisted wheel' there great,a little band from manchester kinda reminded me of the libertines so was in my eliment on saturday morning,and 'the racontours' well worth paying £180 just to see jack white and the guys do there stuff.
TITP has now started to begin on fridays
(should think so too at these crazy prices) so friday was the wombats,wasnt really fussed about seeing them as i watched them play glasto and isle of wight so was really happy when they done there set as the sun came out and the beer was nice n cold even though it had bn smuggled in under my jeans.scouting for girls were good but nevr watched ther full set as i wanted a good spot for stereophonics who totally blew me away,the hairs stood up the pints of beer n pee rained over my head (beer thing i can handle but someone elses wee is a bit much on the friday) then i had a hard decision the verve or futureheads,the only way to settle the arguement was"nxt time either come to glasgow would u rather pay 30 to see the verve or 12 to see the futureheads" arguement settled and the sun went down with the clasical music of the verve.
Finally managed to hook up with everyone on the saturday (we all lost each other on friday) as i said b4 twisted wheel know how to gig and they wre great,must look out for them nxt time they come to glasgow or edinburgh,the stranglers were great seen them a few times b4 so cant say it was there best set,glasvegas nearly took the roof off the futures tent,im really happy for vegas ive been following them for years and was so good to see them in there glory,wouldent bother going to see the pidgeon detectives again,they were good but to mushy for me,racontours (im sure im spelling that wrong) were one of my highlights of the wknd,i sang my ickle heart out danced til everyone got annoyed hee hee,then we had the awesome rage against the machine,i saw them headline the first T ever so this was a good moment that takes you back to your 16 year old first festival fever,still not sur ehow i nevr got bruised and battered as the whole stage was just a mosh pit.and then there was sunday,not teh best day,little lad got stabbed just up from us and thats nevr happened at T before so it did put a bit of a damper on the festivities,only managed 3 bands on the sunday echo and the bunny men (first band i ever saw) kings of leon,had to come out the crowd as i had a bit to much of illegal stuff and thought i was ging to whitey,not a bad thing as i was off to see the prodigy next and knew if i was sick i would be buzzing for the prodigy,i wasnt sick but i couldnt drink anymore alcohol. So all in all it was a pretty good weekend and i have live at loch lomond to look forward to this weekend,sex pistols yipppeee.and then my dear friend has got me on the guest list fro connect for my birthday so i get to see gomez who are being bad and not touring scotland grrr.
so thats more or less been my four weeks well apart from the odd few dasy away here n there ive been pretty good and spent loads of time at home (im so bored)