trulyfab

ok we have mice in our department at work and since im the only one who isnt scared ive been put in charge of getting rid of them,mouse man has been called and traps set,although as i work in a home economics room the steralising of eqipment every morning and removing poo n cleaning wee has started to destroy my soul to the point im going to throw a sickie for several weeks.
so peeps any suggestions on how to deter them from roaming about my classrooms in the night????

as a celtic supporter im sure you can imagine how pleased i am with the result today hee hee,last wednesday i watched the game in the comfort of a pub with my lager n lime surrounded by rangers fans today i lay in bed (slight hangover) watched the grand prix (i like alll sports)while checking teletext every 30 seconds for the score.

came to a decision over the state of my love life,gave in and text the toyboy on friday,to be fair he also emailed me to apologise so i crumbled and text him and he phoned within 10 seconds full of sorrys etc.told him i was seeing someone else and he totally understood,only thing is i do like him so told him i would really like to see him and not the other one i was out with on thursday.
went out with thursdasy one last night for a few drinks and to let him down gently,was going through a mass of excuses on the train through on how to be kind whilst being nasty at same time,but he made it easy for me,i took him to the pub i drink in where every one knows your name and i feel safe and secure,its a very busy pub where if u find a seat you dont move and leave it unattended.he sat and growled (drew dirty looks) passed comment on every girl who was wearing a short skirt or top was cut low (i was wearing a skirt) so no im afraid he made it very easy for me to say 'your a really nice guy but not for me sorry' felt dreadful because lets face it i had a hidden agenda but i can honestly say hand on heart if i hadnt then his behaviour would have drove me to it anyway.i nevr judge anyone (bn judged to many times myself) live and let live i say,if your causing no harm then go for it,i will not sit in someones company while they degrade every girl in the room for what she chooses to wear,and another thing a guy walked in wearing a trilby and the guy i was with ripped him to shreeds for it 'ah look at the state of him,what the f**k does he look like' i own and on certain occasions wear my trilby.sharp exit to the train station where he nearly got mixed up in a fight,so no thanks not for me.im going to stick with the toyboy who i know i cant count on but no what,that suits me fine the now

oh dear you know the old saying...they all come along at once.
ok so heres me quite happy being single but then again everyone desrerves the odd cuddle up on the couch or a candle lit dinner so little me got myself a date,it all went very well,even decided that yes i would like to see him again,loads in common (me being me finds that very hard to come by) so second date is arranged and im looking forward to finding out more about him etc etc. so heres the ironic thing,wednesday night the toyboy i had a fling with texts me to see how i am,tell me it wasnt my fault he blew me out,apparently he lost his phone and just got his phone bill in so was now in possetion of my number,i liked the toyboy,i thought the older woman was meant to teach boys new things but not this time i learned a few tricks,so heres me sitting thinking what to wear to my date when i get the tx and my head goes well and truly up my ....
never text back,because i was focusing on the following night (yeah ok i never txt because i wanted to see how the date would go first) so it went well and still havent txt him.
then i come in from work tonite and my ex (my soul mate the love of my life the man who contributed to my near nervous breakdown) had sent an email,asking how i was,as i type this im looking through my mouth because my head is once again up my ....
talk about irony,nothing for months then 3 come along at once lol.

anyways last saturday i wrote how i was going to met someone i had met online years ago,it went very well,coffee then round to the pub for a few half pints of lager n lime,was very strange meeting him and im glad we did as i think i have a friend for life.

after last nights rain i have to say,i was rather glad to be under my own roof in my nice cosy bed.
going back to work on monday so glad i managed to get away for a few days.
im meeting a friend tomorrow when i say a friend its an online friend been chatting with him for over 3 years and he only lives bout 10 miles away,not sure how it will go,theres nothing more involved than friendship but i think im worried actually meeting someone after such a long time may spoil things!

Just back from a few days camping at Thurston Manor which was bliss,not the site,just to get away for a few days was bliss.When i normally go camping i take a tent my little stove sleeping bag and hiking boots,this place was like a butlins holiday camp,leisure facilitys pub shop etc.My mother and her partner (doesnt seem right calling him her boyfriend) recently bought a caravan and invited my daughter and myself to go with them,i love camping so bags were packed before i even got off the phone lol.
on arriving to the site we tried to erect the awning where child and i were to sleep,within 5 minutes the team work was gone,i am a very independant person and have to admit i dont like men taking over my little tasks,i went in a huff and sat in the car because the man had nearly put a pole through my hand,came out my huff to tell him he had put it up wrong and suggested the correct way of putting it up,cue huffy man.the awning didnt fit the van,but me being me made it fit,the suckers were goosed and kept falling down so chewing gum to the rescue.middle pole fell down around midnight when the wind was high,not to worry we were at the side,got woke up about 3 in the morning with another support pole falling down on my leg,so day one was a complete disaster.
Day 2 i went exploring as i had heard they had a lake near a glen found it and was prety impressed so had a good walk around until child started moaning to go swimming so off we trotted to the swiming pool,when they say a heated pool i dont think -10 is very warm but after a few laps it was all good,went to the little family pub for a few games of pools and a few pints,funnily enough having a few drinks took my worry out of the awning falling on top of me in the middle of the night.
day 3 mummsie and partner took child away so i could have some time to myself,went for a sauna,steam room and swim then another walk to the lake where i found a little stream so followed that for about an hour,scenery was gorgeous and kicked myself for not bringing my hiking boots as there as some magnificent hills calling me to climb.back to the pub that night to watch celtic-rangers game,now being a celtic fan these games are important to me,imagine my fear when i worked out i was one of the few tic supporters in the place,found a friend in the barman who supports hibs so he was very kind to me and congratulated me on rangers defeat.
day 4 was packing up,lost all my finger nails,i often get asked if my nails are fake because of the length of them,there mine,i dont bite my nails,cut them etc i just let them grow til they break of there on accord,and all apart from 2 are sitting in a cig box waiting to be glued on as i cant do anything without my long nails.
Glad to say im home now had a proper shower couple of vodkas and looking forward to my bed tonight without the fear of a roof falling down.I will definetly just rough it the next time,for all it was good you cant beat the peace and quiet of the scottish highlands with lochs you can swim in,no children running around and the nearest pubs always 5 miles or more away so a good walk to sober up to and hills you can walk up without caravans obscuring your view of serenity

havent been online for a few weeks so good to finally catch up on emails etc.
i know a few people expressed an interest on the little girl my kid hangs out with so heres a quick update,after writing to the school and nothing being done i contacted the child protection officer and told of my fears so as far as i can tell there is a family liason officer working with the family and gran seems to be on the scene quite a bit,so fingers crossed things are looking up.
the reason i was offline was due to financial circumstances,forgot when you changed jobs your pay frequency changes too lol,been so skint for weeks but finally get paid tomorrow so going to celebrate by going to the cinema.