..this morning feeling rather agitated,dont like it when that happens put me out of sorts for the day,and still cant figuree out why im feeling this way!!!
Anyway im off for 4 days for easter break so rather looking forward to that,was kind of hoping that i could get at least one day to myself to get the house sorted,catch up on a few bands on myspace n basically doing hee haw and not having responsibility for kids but looks like my little plans will be put on hold,wouldnt mind but the weathers meant to be ghastly so no rolling the eggs down Kelvingrove park or any other outdoor activities.
sent a letter to the little girl (in a previous post)but as yet dont know whats going to happen,probably nothing knowing the social work around here,another kid slipt through the net.dont want to sound cold but i cant go on forever caring for her,its not fair on my daughter,my kid has alot going on in her own little mind with her dad and stuff and to be honest im emotionally drained these days,this year hasnt been the best and everytime i think its going to get better another problem or bad news comes up,im not a bad person and i know that what doesnt break you makes you stronger but for once in my young little life i would just like something nice to happen,i do a good deed every day so just wish someone up there would cut me some slack.
i think im feeling rather sorry for myself which i shouldnt i have good health a beautiful child good loyal friends a job i enjoy,maybe i should just give myself a good shake n get over it!!